Friday, April 30, 2010

Solitude


To deliver oneself up, to hand oneself over, entrust oneself completely to the silence of a wide landscape of woods and hills, or sea, or desert; to sit still while the sun comes up over that land and fills its silences with light. To pray and work in the morning and to labor and rest in the afternoon, and to sit still again in meditation in the evening when night falls upon that land and when the silence fills itself with darkness and with stars. This is a true and special vocation. There are few who are willing to belong completely to such silence, to let it soak into their bones, to breath nothing but silence, to feed on silence, and to turn the very substance of their life into a living and vigilant silence.

-Thomas Merton


It was only a matter of being willing to believe
in a Power greater than myself. Nothing more
was required of me to make my beginning.

-Bill W.

Last call for ftp

Blogger.com, my host/publisher, is discontinuing ftp support for postings. Ending it tonight. I have to figure out how to migrate to one of the two available alternative forms of publishing the blog posts. I'm an old dog, ftp is just blended into the seams between my keystrokes.

A dilemma.


An old sea dog, stuck in the currents from the earlier bit stream. I feel this white cap cresting into place next to other strokes in my little skiff. I may take another bearing to find my way, next up the river, down the coast, over the horizon.

Easy does it. It may be a while before I come back this way, so take care, be good to yourself.

Heather and Grayson

I'm so very pleased. He asked, she said Yes.
Love you both!

-Dad

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Lemon Vinaigrette

salad
1/4 cup freshly squeezed lemon juice (from 1-1/2 medium lemons)
1/2 teaspoon Dijon mustard
1/2 teaspoon sea salt
1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil

In medium bowl, whisk together lemon juice, mustard, salt, and pepper. Slowly whisk in 1/4 cup olive oil. Vinaigrette can be made up to 3 hours ahead and chilled, covered. Bring to room temperature and stir before serving.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Missing you


Days moving by, a year has passed, the limp appears permanent.

Brought you flowers from the yard: your beloved white geraniums and some periwinkle and a bouquet from the pear tree, like the pretty one you left for me during those last days. Your rainy drizzle presence filled the park, and the day is grey with your absence. Although your identity was obliterated, bless you as your kamma takes you to your new life. Each day starts anew, with the results not yet written, and, as if nothing had yet been done, we can be free.

May we find happiness and the root of happiness.
May we be free of suffering and the root of suffering.
May we never be separated from
the great joy of appreciating one another.
May we dwell in the great equanimity,
free from passion, aggression, and prejudice.


To my teachers
I bow down

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Binky, 1993-2010

We went through a lot together. You gave us a lot of love. I'll miss you waiting in the window for me when I come home. Rest in peace, old pal.

(I saw 2 hawks last week)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Rattlesnakes and strychnine and prayer


"But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind." [James 1:6]
 

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Crucible: Unknown


From: Kim Smith
Date: September 30, 2005 8:29:06 PM PDT
Subject: Fwd: Avalanche

I suppose

Begin forwarded message:
A guy is sitting next to a blonde in a diner. She is reading a newspaper and sobbing. The headline reads "Twelve Brazilian soldiers killed in avalanche." The blonde turns to him and says, "How many is a brazillian?"

Friday, February 19, 2010

No one taps their foot to a painting

It's not that paintings don't have rhythm.

Their complex time signatures feel flat.

This jive don't make me jump, even when it's real gone, man.

When I see a painting I just listen.
 

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Never Let Me Go



Keith Jarrett, Jack DeJohnette, Gary Peacock; Keith Jarrett Trio, 1996, Tokyo, Japan; live concert at Orchard Hall.

Sublime.